Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Hello there, friend,

How I wish I was on vacation this week. There's no school here, so that's something. But this week will be one of work at my house. We have to start cleaning, organizing, and painting, all in preparation for getting our house ready to sell. The whole process feels bittersweet, and I'm not sure I'm ready.

I think so much about the uncertainty of it. I've tried to be better about its inevitability, trying to temper the control freak inside me, but the uncertainty of it all makes my mind race with scenarios and what-ifs. I have to let it go. I have to simply stand in the sunshine, listening to my kids race around the yard, and just trust that it will all work out, even if I'm not ready.